Being me every day is a challenge. At 53, I went to bed one night with the most horrible nightmares that quickly brought me down so far that I wanted to die. Not only did I want to die, but I was planning my own departure from this life. All of this has happened in the last 11 months. I’ve had to work really hard to want to survive and live. What I have found is that the secrets Ive been holding on to for over 40 years have changed who I am without me even knowing it.
Those secrets have set the stage for everything I do and how I have always felt about myself. It is but by the Grace of God and an awesome support team that I am alive to tell my story.
Since planning my own death, I have been in therapy twice a week…
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